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Sunday, February 26, 2006
wendell here


7am,
still awake
couldnt get any sleep last night
spent wee hours in the morning drinking
with shaun xing and jack
watched seredipity i think thats how you spell it
followed by casino after that
then some timetravel crap


think i drank just sufficient to block all thoughts going into my brain and yet managed to keep it all in. yeah. its just been a stressful few days for me, and i suppose for you as well baby. i know you hate me drinking and all, but its the safest thing at least, not skating nor cycling.


this morning made me think, cause i got fucked by shaun and xing for not meeting them for so long. maybe its time chich made a comeback to tmtc season 5. sneak previews coming soon at a cinema near you available only on midnight on weenends. guess i'm gonna have to learn to prioritise my time properly.

as much as i wanted to send you to school this morning, you rejected, and you didnt allow me to accompany you fetch your parents either. bummer, what am i to do the entire day. maybe just get alot of rest and drink lots of water to rid off all the alcohol in my blood. raspberry vodka and ice cream soda, mix it half of each give 2 cups to jack = merlion.

i'll probably start looking for a job tomorrow onwards, gonna have to prepare for baby's upcoming handphone bill which i think is DEFINATELY more than mine. and i might have to end up paying for her yet again. i havent actually been on a day out with you for quite soemtime, i miss walking around orchard holding your hand. i miss catching a movie with you but i'd probably admire you for more than half the time instead of paying attention to the movie. i miss you kisses, i miss the way you caress me, i miss everything about you. i miss being able to send you to school every single morning, cause if its one face i wanna see every morning, let it be yours. and i miss reading your blog entries darling.

this weekend shaun in camp, xing planning for his SF trip, hopefully if he wants to eat bah chor mee he'd better own up and confess when me comes back to singapore or we'll(me&shauna) will probably make kway chap out of him.

baby, you're practially spoilt, by me. cause what baby wants baby gets. i can try but i cant gaurantee that i'll change. if i dont please accept me for who i am.

emocore....still
love,
wendell

3:35 PM