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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
some times i wonder why she haunts me . she's just a living night mare . sometimes i think to my self why cant i get tat message i saw off my mind . and just be denise loving eric u know tt sort .
u said the love u both exchanged was intense and couldnt get together cause of parents thing and character. so why not just return to her ? thou u may tell me u and her wldn have the possiblities so wat . but ur heart not with me . u said that u both said to be away from one another . but in ur heart u urself told me its felt inseperable. sometimes i dun know whether to laugh at this joke or cry abt it . thou all this on u and her happen like last year . i bet its still pretty fresh in ur heart .
ARGH . someone help me . i wldn deny tt i really do detest her like fuck . its like i wish she nvr existed . i ABHOR her cause of the way she treated you . get a life . ****** **** . i wish u wld tell me how much u love me endlessly . but guys are guys afterall . they ain tat sentimental . they leave u searching and finding ur way to their heart .
im learning and trying to trust u to regain back that faith . in the midst of me doing so . i hope u wldn go break them up yet again . i dun know wat to do to get tt devil out of my mind . im worried tt some dae . things wld go wrong . somedae it went so wrong that i nvr came to your mind again .
her presence is driving me insane .
heavenly father
teach me to be forgiving
teach me to have faith
teach me not to doubt his words
teach me to learn to hear his words.
teach me to be strong.
amen.
iloveyou
9:19 PM